Pendulum

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Lyrics by:

Oksana Maradyn

I know there’s a reason I met you when I did

I was just thinking ‘bout going back to him

But some strong power stepped in and said no

It turned me one-eighty and said; here you go

 

And we laughed and we fell in love

And we talked in ways that I only dreamed of

It was magic I deserved

What I needed to learn that I…

 

I never wanted to leave him; I never wanted to go

But I was crying out for a time to find me and, and he could never let me go

And now all I want to do is love you, but I’m stuck in yesterday

Jumping in with both feet is harder than just to say and

Gonna need some time to let my pendulum swing

But I’ll meet you in the middle; yeah I’ll meet you in the middle of everything

 

I know there’s a day when I’ll stop wishing he was you

Wishing he thinks and says and does the things you do

And I’ll stop crying when you’re not like him in every way

You see, I’m just used to being treated that way

 

And we cried and we fell in love

And you held me how I only dreamed of

It was magic I deserved

What I needed to learn that I…

 

I never wanted to leave him; I never wanted to go

But I was crying out for a time to find me and, and he could never let me go

And now all I want to do is love you, but I’m stuck in yesterday

Jumping in with both feet is harder than just to say and

Gonna need some time to let my pendulum swing

But I’ll meet you in the middle; yeah I’ll meet you in the middle of everything, of everything

 

I don’t want to go back it’ll just be the same but I keep messing up and using his name

Oh I just want to look in your eyes and see who you are

Oh I just want to feel that letting go when you first fall in love and forget what you know

When I met you I was where I wanted to be for the first time

While you’ve been such a friend I’ve been back and forth

And you’re patiently letting this run its course

And I thank you for letting me go oh cause you know that I

 

I never wanted to leave him; I never wanted to go

But I was crying out for a time to find me and. and he could never let me go

And now all I want to do is love you, but I’m stuck in yesterday

Jumping in with both feet is harder than just to say and

Gonna need some time to let my pendulum swing

But I’ll meet you in the middle; yeah I’ll meet you in the middle

Oh I’ll meet you in the middle of everything